July 03, 2003

:) :(

How can I be so happy and pissed off at the same time?

I am thrilled about what is going to happen this month. I really am, and I'm really going to just stop talking about it and baiting everyone. But it is great! OK, gushing over.

Why am I pissed? Because I finally talked to John this morning about the whole deployment thing. And I didn't like his answers. At. All. Will it change the course I'm on right now? No, I won't let it. Sure, it throws up some damn speed bumps and all, and I'll slow down just enough to get over them. It isn't going to stop me. I can't let it. I won't let it.

I'm going to go outside, take some pictures of my pretty flowers, water everything and just try and breathe....in and out...in and out. Life goes on, right?

Posted by rowEn at 10:35 AM | Comments (0)