January 11, 2003

Explanation

Read this first.

Yesterday I had come across the letter that I had written and never mailed. For some reason I wrote another one, with current contat information and mailed it. I mailed it before I had too much time to think about it. I mailed it before I had time to chicken out and put it away like the other one.

It is after 1pm here...the time that the mail was picked up from the mailbox where I mailed the letter. It is on the way there, something for them to hold in their hands and, hopefully, understand where I'm coming from. I have no idea what will come of it...I only hope something good.

I'm scared.

Posted by rowEn at 01:43 PM | Comments (3)

Before I could think...

I did something this afternoon before I could really think about the consequences or repercussions. I did something and completed the task before I could change my mind like I had so many times the past few years. I did something that I could end up regretting...but hope turns out for the best, whatever "the best" should be.

More later when I damn well feel like it.

Posted by rowEn at 01:50 AM | Comments (2184)